Tuesday, mei 2009
so did you ever felt so worry about anyone without you know the reason?
did you realized when your heart start to beat so fast when you're near with someone that catch your attention lately?
well maybe you're in love..
it will hurt, you know that.
but you just can't stop right?
it's addictive just like chocolate,
when you worrying about your diet in 'chocolate-case'
then you will worry about your own feeling here..
maybe you scared to lose this person.
maybe you didn't want to get hurt.
maybe you didn't want to be left behind.
the feeling that you won't feel if you choose chocolate
and let me say that it's different.
i don't like being in a relationship,its true.
but i can't avoid to be fall in love.
nobody could.
its like a magnet, its like a destiny that you can't resist.
it's like.....
heaven.
no matter what they said about love, you just can't stop falling
because yes love does exist..
now it's all your choice,
did you realized when your heart start to beat so fast when you're near with someone that catch your attention lately?
well maybe you're in love..
it will hurt, you know that.
but you just can't stop right?
it's addictive just like chocolate,
when you worrying about your diet in 'chocolate-case'
then you will worry about your own feeling here..
maybe you scared to lose this person.
maybe you didn't want to get hurt.
maybe you didn't want to be left behind.
the feeling that you won't feel if you choose chocolate
and let me say that it's different.
i don't like being in a relationship,its true.
but i can't avoid to be fall in love.
nobody could.
its like a magnet, its like a destiny that you can't resist.
it's like.....
heaven.
no matter what they said about love, you just can't stop falling
because yes love does exist..
now it's all your choice,
LOVE or CHOCOLATE?
Thursday, ...........
journey to the future
But I had to let go of the pain Let love rain
down on me
Cause you helped me open up my eyes Show me things I could never
see
Cause we can fight and we make up
Wanna see you when I wake up,
I'm staying with you only
Cause I need you to show me how our love
should really be
you want me to go? yes i will
and after that fucking-let-go-times
falling in love is so worth to wait
then the circle will always be like that
until you find the right one
in the right time
and i guess there'll be no more journey to the past
Monday, ........
my mouth can't say, my heart willi really want to tell you the truth,
i really want to be the only one to say;
good luck for your final test,
when you said you're having one today
pardon my ungrammatical words, but i can't be a straight forward person
i did remind myself that we used to be a storiette,
it is no longer what it should be
because it's already sixteen months,and i can't guarantee when will this end
once in these sixteen months you tell me i will be fine,
that's when i got my weakest hypochondria,
you never tell me any love songs, me either
but that day, your care-ness is praiseworthy
you made me fall further, and i failed to unfetter myself,
from you
oh yes i'm tired,
with the silence and uncertainty
you didn't even think to increase the speed
to give me a stable place and a heart to hold on
please let's be honest,
i'm adapting with my new world, you're flirty with others, we both got that.
i'm lying to myself, you're lying to me, we realized that
but i love you still, and you do too.
it doesn't sound fair, but nothing is fair when it comes to love
i really want to write it all over again,
and tell you "just because i'm busy doesn't mean i don't love you"
i will share you my weakest times, so you don't have to wait for cheering me up
and maybe we can learn how to love and to be loved rightly this time
i really want to tell you the truth,
good luck for today
kamu diam,
waktu kuajak bicara sopan
rasanya semua pertanyaan sudah berlompatan,tapi tak satupun berkembang jadi pembicaraan
diam,senyum,lalu diam lagi
tidakkah kamu tahu sulitnya aku merangkai kata kalau sudah seperti ini?
lagi lagi kamu diam,
waktu aku meminta adanya keputusan
karena aku mau jalan terus,karena waktu telah memaksaku kembali berputar
kamu masih diam,
bukan iya ataupun tidak yang keluar,
aku kembali duduk,menunggu sampai hening itu terpecah lagi
coba lisankan.....
apa,bagaimana,dan juga mengapa.
kata-kataku tidak akan pernah ada habisnya untuk menjawab
dari kalimat terpendek sampai hal sebab-akibat
coba lisankan agar pendengaranku kembali tajam,dan dudukku kembali nyaman
biar angin tidak lagi menarik tanganku untuk keluar
kamu selalu diam,
tapi diam-mu bukanlah emas
diam-mu tanda ketidakpastian,
juga menandakan ketidaksiapan,
untuk menetap dan memberi harapan
hati-hati,
diam-mu sudah merobek hatiku.
waktu kuajak bicara sopan
rasanya semua pertanyaan sudah berlompatan,tapi tak satupun berkembang jadi pembicaraan
diam,senyum,lalu diam lagi
tidakkah kamu tahu sulitnya aku merangkai kata kalau sudah seperti ini?
lagi lagi kamu diam,
waktu aku meminta adanya keputusan
karena aku mau jalan terus,karena waktu telah memaksaku kembali berputar
kamu masih diam,
bukan iya ataupun tidak yang keluar,
aku kembali duduk,menunggu sampai hening itu terpecah lagi
coba lisankan.....
apa,bagaimana,dan juga mengapa.
kata-kataku tidak akan pernah ada habisnya untuk menjawab
dari kalimat terpendek sampai hal sebab-akibat
coba lisankan agar pendengaranku kembali tajam,dan dudukku kembali nyaman
biar angin tidak lagi menarik tanganku untuk keluar
kamu selalu diam,
tapi diam-mu bukanlah emas
diam-mu tanda ketidakpastian,
juga menandakan ketidaksiapan,
untuk menetap dan memberi harapan
hati-hati,
diam-mu sudah merobek hatiku.
low low low
but don't wanna stop stop stop
low stop low stop
i don't mind the Gap, don't you feel it too?
high high high
let me make it mine mine mine
high is mine high is mine
your un-mainstream ideas, would you share it too?
it is so wrong, i know
but my heart is yearning for so long
so please be nice to me, i wanna feel it a little bit longer.
with somebody who has a stop signal on his forehead
but don't wanna stop stop stop
low stop low stop
i don't mind the Gap, don't you feel it too?
high high high
let me make it mine mine mine
high is mine high is mine
your un-mainstream ideas, would you share it too?
it is so wrong, i know
but my heart is yearning for so long
so please be nice to me, i wanna feel it a little bit longer.
with somebody who has a stop signal on his forehead
Once again I’ll be the foolish oneThinking a blink of these lashes would make you come
Don’t you worry, don’t get in a state
I don’t believe in true love anyway
Who’s being pessimistic now
I could document this as our first, as our last row
The more you look forlorn, the more to you I warm.
Don’t you worry, don’t get in a state
I don’t believe in true love anyway
Who’s being pessimistic now
I could document this as our first, as our last row
The more you look forlorn, the more to you I warm.
four days to go, but i can surely say :
if only i could skip this birthday.
i want nothing, except the sadness to go away
the regretness to not forever stay
the happiness to come my way
i want no cakes; they are too sweet
i want no greetings; they are too fake
i want no surprises; they made me sad
here, have a little taste of my tears
with a lot of drama, do you think i still can make a wish?
do you think i want some gifts?
will you skip the november 8th for me dear Lord?
